hello from a better placethe sleepless nights are overbecause i accelerated too hardand then broke the breakthat’s not sustainable sowe’re not doing that anymoreno i did not forget about youi changed that passwordon day four of my tenureat a job i prayed to findsince the day i left Estoniai am very happy thereand it showsevenContinue reading “her heart += 3 sizes”
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an Ode to Salomon
the 24th day of October 2025was the end of an erafor a pair of shoes with a storyfrom ice cold to melting hotand everything in-between my beloved X Ultra 3 Mid bootswere bought in June 2021for 250€ in Reykjavik, Icelandwith the limited savings i hadfrom volunteering with an incomeof 200€ per month for the pastContinue reading “an Ode to Salomon”
your local crispie
it took me a month to get a timefor a phone call with local helpexplaining once againwhy and how i ended up herethis time i felt heardcrying on live telephonyand signed up for the waiting listof a lot of people who need the helpthe up and then fighting the windmillit’s welfare, not wellfarewho think myContinue reading “your local crispie”
brain dial
why do you pick up your phonethe second your friend does next to you?you gave up on meso I shall toodistract from the conversation we hadpouring my heart outtook more than a minute put it on the tablescreen down – a sign of respectwhy is it out at all?will your children call?or are they askingContinue reading “brain dial”
i’m sure it will work out
they say while i oscillate betweenfeeling all alone in the worldand wanting to disappearin the corner of a roundtable of people that could be my familywhy don’t you ever say anything?i have nothing to sayaren’t you curious about these people?i don’t ask them how they figured themselves outthe question never occurred to methere are manyContinue reading “i’m sure it will work out”
prison break
this year i’m turning 5my life started when the pandemic shut everyone else’s downhappy birthday?we were forced to stay insidenever go out, never meet upbut i’d been locked up for the past 22 yearsso i had to plan my escapesome say that you reinvent yourself every 12 yearsget a cold shower, break habits, cut tiesbutContinue reading “prison break”
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