her heart += 3 sizes

hello from a better placethe sleepless nights are overbecause i accelerated too hardand then broke the breakthat’s not sustainable sowe’re not doing that anymoreno i did not forget about youi changed that passwordon day four of my tenureat a job i prayed to findsince the day i left Estoniai am very happy thereand it showsevenContinue reading “her heart += 3 sizes”

circle backfire

yesterday was a blastfor all the sensesbut it comes with a priceof going from awaking at 10and just taking care of myselfto barely sleeping 6 hourswith my body feeling likeI’m constantly on the edgei’m not even sure ifof a good or a bad thingthe sleepless nights are coupledwith questionable nourishmentor the lack thereofmy stretched outContinue reading “circle backfire”

return to Monday

i just had the best dayof the past so blue yeari love Mondays, so muchit’s the day when *things* happenmy very first day at workat the company i really-reallywanted to work for(yet didn’t know about a month ago)with the warmest welcome50 handshakes lateri never managed to setthat arch-nemesis passwordbut the computer is not in danishContinue reading “return to Monday”

serving balance

a day before i start servingcapitalism and Skatteetateni did overtime on sleepingdeep cleaned the apartmenti conspire to move out of within my first weekand almost touched icebefore the sun went downi feel like it’s the first day of work tomorrowi would like my parents in attendanceit’s been so longi don’t know what to wearto anContinue reading “serving balance”

elevator pitch

queue the elevator musici would like to get offsomewhere closer to my dreams*ding* I got a job, todayyou didn’t see that one comingunless you’ve spent threeof your precious minutesreading my nibbles of cultureat day 4 while i’m on day 8of my yoga journeythis is the one bookyou promised to readby the end of 2025so fromContinue reading “elevator pitch”

disclaimer

second day in a row, guyscall it blogmasor will it be another30 day yoga challengefrom the beginning of novemberi’m still on it, day 7but do you ever write poetry?if i’m allowed to define it, thisif we’re talking aboutthose boxes again, thenno, i never fit into themi’m not a cati’m going to keep thisPG-employerbecause believe itContinue reading “disclaimer”

bee somewhere eventually

shoot for the starsI’ve only seen them falling latelylast week I saw twowithout counting myselfwhat’s going on up there? well, for the past monthi’ve proven that i’m not betterthan the rest of usi’ve judged people so hardfor having all the time in the worldand not doing anything with ityet here i am, uninspiredrotting between theseContinue reading “bee somewhere eventually”

handcuffs unchained

remember when we used to dream?of living at the edge of the Westfjordsdragging the data cable over mountainsand living my best remote daysit’s never about being all aloneone wouldn’t survive thattrust me, I’ve practiced in the cities it’s about community building the life you want to have without trying to squeeze yourself into the boxContinue reading “handcuffs unchained”