oh no, she has left
the country again
too many people have said
that it's my right
to act according to my own needs
and Portugal is always the answer
whatever the question
as of late
around 27.5 years
i've been branching off
someone else's master main
not saying i'm a slave
but my local branch's origin
was set to whoever was upstream
one step ahead
without questioning the direction
and me pushing commit(ment)s
like using force on anything
is causing more conflicts
than i've ever learned to fix
so i used the points i've gathered
while buying cottage cheese
and fled-flied-flowed abroad
to rebase and reset my HEAD
i might have three doctors in Norway
very willing to fix all the symptoms
but the causes can't be medicated
here's to one week, i think
of practicing how to be
the main character in my life
sorry not sorry
for the lame trendy words
but i'm done being the NPC
who will ask you to join
for a side quest
when you happen to be
just close enough
Inspiratsiookean 